doh.. musti buru-buru kejar orang HRD perusahaan aku yg lama.. (walo cuma formalitas, karena keputusannya aku dah dapet secara informal). but i have to sign some stuff and i have something to ask too.. so diz morning i'll go to Head Office.
dooh.. bete.. batuk aku gak brenti... keknya musti aku obatin pakek biji kedondong :)

back to blogging!!! {cos i'm back 2 workZ againZ}

Gile mann... ternyata ada juga ya skrip yg bisa kirim pesan tertentu ke suatu tempat (cenel/nick) :) taunya seh dah lama.. cuma baru liat dengan mata sendiri aja tadi... :) kewl lah yg bikinnya.. saluddd! i'm just a regular chatter... i use mIRC for connecting people {beuh NOKIA ini mah:P~}, perluas wawasan... {cieeh}, kenalan ma orang2 jauh dimanapun dan entah dimanapun mreka2 berada. gak mandang umur, j/k [jenis kelamin], agama, ras, dllygbdss [dan lain-lain yg gak bisa disebutin satu satu]. cari temen.. bagi cerita, canda, tawa, dan mungkin juga berbagi duka...

"Information Superhighway is really an acronym for 'Interactive Network For Organizing, Retrieving, Manipulating, Accessing And Transferring Information On National Systems, Unleashing Practically Every Rebellious Human Intelligence, Gratifying Hackers, Wiseacres, And Yahoos'."
-Keven Kwaku-

Malam ini gue dah balek lagi ke kota kerjaku... selain panggilan dari temen kerja, juga aku gak enak kelamaan di Bdg. Masih sedih seh... (plus sakid flu+batuk pulak) tapi apa mawu dikata... kerjaan manggil... :)~
dah ah singkat dulu aja.. lagi flu.. gak ada mood ngisi banyak :)~
Peace!

buh... besok ada meeting superpisor. besok keputusan gue tetep kerja ato kluar dari ni warnet. whatever it is i must face it... kalo gue masi diterima ma yg baru.. ya aku terus.. dan kuliah aku juga terus... But if not... ya sutra... abis kerja... pesangon cuma buat lanjutin kuliah semampunya tu duit and ByeBye... hihihi.. ironic isn't it... dah ah lupain dulu masalah kerja... tapi gimana cara??? ni jantung aja masi kenceng... mawu dibawa teedur susah...

-in memoriam ayah angkat kami yg meninggal dinihari tadi tanggal 20 Nov 2002-

barusan pas aku saur dapet kabarnya dari kembaran aku yg di call dari bdg.
so i must go there... [0512] keberangkatan ditunda karena binik mo ikud...
akhirnya brangkat juga jam 6 dari Jkt, pakek kreta pagi jam 8-an.

hari ini gue gak bisa penuhin 1 janji soal duid to ma best en ma closest prend. Aku tawu dia perlu.. tapi apa mawu dikata.. duidna masi beku..
sad story: mein family lg pada sakid (bokap and 2 little sistah @ K in Bdg) :~( *Pengen MUDIKK!!! hiks hiks hiks*

Lines:
hari ini kulalui dengan keasingan dan kesenjangan... kulihat rumah megah dengan pilar2 nan kokoh serta bangunan darurat berdindingkan triplek dan/atau kardus... kulihat orang2 berdasi dengan mobilnya dan orang2 berpakaian sederhana bersama truknya di kolong jalan layang menunggu obyekan... kulangkahkan kakiku menyusuri paveway... disebelah kanan berdiri rumah megah, sedang dikiriku berderet bangunan darurat sepanjang rel... Buh..... helaan nafasku tersendat saat kulihat bocah kecil mungil dekil bugil berlari2 di bahu rel... senang nian kulihat ia saat melompati rel2 yang mengular disekitarnya... lalu kulihat sesosok wanita berwajah tirus keluar dari bangunan darurat membawa sepiring kecil nasi berteman telur ceplok, perkedel dan disiram kecap... ia melambai kearah si bocah sambil mengangkat piring nasinya... wajah sang bocah bersinar melihatnya dan berlari riang sambil berkata 'mak dari mana? kok baru datang? aku dari tadi lapar.' sang ibu berkata 'emak kan beli makan buat kamu de..'... kulihat saat si ibu menyuapi anaknya yang makan dengan lahapnya.. ia mencuil sedikit2 nasi itu... nampaknya iapun lapar, tapi nasi dipiring itu tak cukup untuk mereka berdua... Lengkingan peluit dan lewatnya kereta tak mengganggu keasyikan anak-beranak itu... Lengkingan peluit ibarat jeritan hati mereka, gemuruh deru kereta ibarat kemarahan jiwa mereka, yg semua itu tersapu oleh hembusan angin kereta... {BluR!} *isn't it ironic*

DA SHAKING IS REMOVED!!!

hi there... tadi pagi gue kuliah jam 1000 ampe jam 1400 {Matriks & KalKuluZZ}. Otak gue kram dengan sukses {pluZ ngantuQ2 di kelaZ}. ZintinK! sempet pulak aku ditanyak soal KalKuluZZ. *pheww* untung aja soalnya masi kebilang ringan and aku masi sempet nyimak pas beliawZ nerangin point tsb. TruZ pak dosen ingetin kami2 soal AFTA, Soal Sambel Setan/Terasi yg dah nyampe Inggris lah.. (tawu bener tawu kagak.. aku lom pernah kesana seh *winkZ*). Persaingan makin berat dan kita2 kudu jeli liad peluang. Bubaran kuliah dikomentarilah ma kawan2 soal sempetnya aku jawab soal :).. Aku lsg pulang and bobo bentaran. Buka puwasa bareng DNS aku gak makan.. perudku sakidd. eh.. beliaw ngamuk.. ya udah terpaksa perutku diisi makanan.. malah sukses 2 kali masuk tolilet :) Hehehe.. dikit lagi hit 100 neh pengunjung bloggs aku :) cepet euy... ThX again to Tante GemmbullZ yg dah bantuin touching ma bloggs..

Renungan :
Marriage...

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

i saw so many marriaged that sunk on the way... some are really sunk, some are just drowned, some are drifted, only few that save to the shore. whose to blame? that doesn't matter cos da KidZ is da VICTIM!!

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

*Both bolded lines taken from HERE

Peace Love and Friendship!
Friendships Never End!!!

Wuih... banyak yg kunjungin neh... jadi Ge-eR LoLz... seorang newbie diintipin mulu neh :)
Tips: biar gak *beep*.. makanya mending panggil aku TugillZ aja :P I'd like to thanX all ppl that have visit my blackened blog.

Dooh.. kuliah kalKuluZ barusan... ampe tertidur daku di claZZ.. bukannya gak suka seh.. tapi ya emang lagi nguantuQ aja.. kebanyakan makan pas buka puasa.. *Tumben aku tadi buka puasa makannya buanyaaakkkks*.

Abis Ronda neh.. gantian kunjungin blog.. (baik itu klik dari tag mawupun dari blog temen aku yg baru dikid :p~).. keyenn keyenn euy... gilakkk jadi pengenZ sekeren mrekah2 blogna.. {keep learning GillZ} but i like this plain and simple.. maybe later i'll add some spice here and there..
Finish editing link... sekarang dah open in new window. tapi link yg paleng bawah masi error (dunno why). BRB saur duluw.... *Back!* sahur dah beres.. little fix is just the text of da title... i remove da lowercase thing at title stuff {cos my nick is TugillZ}. Dooh.. dah imsak.. padahal baru nyalain rokok... :P~

Lines of da Day:
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
-Khalil Gibran-

Asikkk... jadi juga neh... I have to say thanX to gemmz that made diz BlogZ kewl and dark... So mach thXZ!!!. Tadi sore ceritanya aku 'ngabuburit' neh... kluar dari office jam 1500. jalan ma DNS ke Gunung Agung beli NeoTek & Sinchan. Ampe buka Puwasa disana (A&W). Pas kluar dari sana..yg rencananya mo lsg balik... eh.. tercetus ide 'Nonton Yuk!'. Jadilah kami nonton di TIM (yg gak sbrapa jaoh dari tu Toko Buku). Pelemna Triple-X lho... kekeke.... aku jadi bisa liad oom Vien Diesel in action... TOP BGT daaaah....
Dooh.. gak kuad nunggu pesangon and keputusan dari Java neeh... pengen tawu.. aku promosi apa gak neeh :) mayan kan kalo promoted.. at least sallary naek ;). gak kuat pengen benerin ni semua kompie yg ada di warnet gwe. *Bused.. mo benerin kompie aja pakek tunggu keputusan ma pesangon segala.. muatree lu!!! :P*. hehehe...

Lines of da day:
I Wish I Was Blind... so i can't see injustice, tears and ...
I wish i was deaf... so i can't hear lies, cries, and ...
I Wish I Was mute... so i can't tell lies, cursing and ...
But here i am... i can see anything... hear anything... and say anything...

dooh.. lom diisi juga.. padahal dah diconfirm.. skarang lagi suntuQ abizz gwe.. keputusan diterima apa gaknya ma team Java masi lom jelas.. bukannya aku gak yakin.. tapi ya jelaskan dulu laa posisi kami2 ini yg jelas2 cari idup dari warnet.. mana gue mikirin kul gwe juga nih...
eh eh.. katanya heker2 .id ma .au lg bentrok neh.. (bukan katanya lagi.. dah banyak bukti) hehehe.. gara2 Bom Bali, OZ seenaknya aja ke orang2 Indo yg disana. gak isa gitu laa....
hehehe... ntar isi lagi ah.. mayan jadi olah raga ni jari :)
Peace!