~About my workZ~
Feel so bored.. dunno why i felt this.. emptiness.. miserable.. unconfidence..
Firstly coz da connection goes so so slo`. They thought the root of the problem comes from my area. We do check and recheck.. i found something weird, then i want to check from the logs. When i check the log.. i found something weird.. the size of the log has over 1.5 gigs (WoW!!!). I dunno what to do.. should i erase it?? (but it contains data i want to see). I want to split them into small size so i can track/trace the source of the laggy thingie that makes my connection run like an erudite worm. So i left it. Eventhough.. deep inside me want to make the connection better.. but still.. i don't know must be how *my pren style*

~About Ramadhan Peduli Kasih bersama M3-Community~
Well.. mungkin ini salah satu distraksi dari kejenuhanku di tempad kerja. Ditembak dengan sukses jadi Sie Keamanan (Beu!!!), sesudah itu.. ditembak pulak suru bikin simbolis buat penyerahan sumbangan.. padahal D-Day-nya tuw besok... Gilak pan!!! tapi ya dengan berbagai cara (begadang dah pasti.. namanya jg NightCrawlerZ *wink!*) akhirnya simbolis itu jadi. Gw ikutin itu acara dengan mata dah diganjel pakek biji korek api, berikut semangat yg sudah dibakar lagi (karena nyaris padam oleh ngantuk). Phewww.. sukses juga acaranya. Disana aku merasa suatu hal yg lain daripada yg lain. Masih ada yg lebi susah dari gw, masi ada yg lebi sengsara dari gw. Tapi mereka jalani semua itu apa adanya dan ada apanya. They still survive.. they still can face it, can live with it, an they struggle with it.
Melihat mereka.. ternyata aku masih harus lebih banyak belajar lagi..
^Thx To All Participants^ _Keep The Faith - Bon Jovi_


Your element is Air. You are an artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent; although prone to wonder in
thought which, prevents you from paying full
attention to most things, constantly active and
most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the
air is a force of nature. One moment you can be
a breeze the next a tornado.


What's your element
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obsessive compulsive


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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^_* Walah mak.. sebegitunyakah kelainanku?!?! *_^

... Time went by.. as i write your name in the sky ...

Lirik itu mengiringi tarian jariku diatas keyboard. Gak terasa.. 3 Ramadhan aku jalani diluar kota kelahiranku... Aku hanya bisa tersenyum.. karena itu terjadi begitu saja. Sejak diterimanya aku bekerja di sebuah warnet.. dari situ aku jadi perantau (beu...)

Jariku masi menari... Mengisi lembaran2 blog dengan cerita2 yg kadang berisi makian, pujian, kehampaan, penyesalan, atau hanya sekedar memuaskan keinginan jariku untuk menari diatas keyboard.

Hari ini gw abis nonton Once Upon A Time in Mexico ma dia. Ceritanya pengen liad aksi Carolina (Salma Hayek) eh.. ngak tawunya di pelem ini dia sudah dinyatakan MamvoZ. hiks... padahal aku pengen liad seksehnya dia lagi lhooo *eHEmm!*. Yg bikin gw nyengir.. pas 'El Mariachi' kissing bayinya yg masi di perud Carolina. Asekk, Tobb, Gentle Abizzz!! *hehehe...* Aksinya Joni Depp jg bagus.. apalagi pas matanya dah ilang... *salud lagih* Tapi2.. yg jadi cewek antagonisnya sapa yah... *wink* geulis oge ternyatah... cari aah.. di opisial sitenyah *mupeng abiz*. dah dulu ah.. masi chatt neh.. mau cek cenel2 lama.. takut2 drop lebar euy.. :))

wishlist: DigiCam & MoBo. *gpp kan.. bentar lagi dapet THR* ~hope so~

Dah lama ya aku gak ngotorin tempat ini... tempatku sendiri.. dimana aku bisa berkata-kata semauku, memaki-maki (walau berupa kiasan) saenak udelku, tertawa berbahak-bahak, atau... menangis berderai huruf2 yg menjadi bait kata2.

Menengok Kebelakang
Disana ada jejak langkahku yg semakin lama semakin panjang.
Tak terasa sang waktu yg telah kulaluipun semakin panjang.
Kutertunduk
Kulihat kakiku yg telah membawaku sejauh ini
Kaki yg kini tak sama panjang telah memberiku banyak kisah, sahabat, ilmu dan semua ini
Kaki yg tak pernah mengeluh walau kini ia tak sama panjang.
Kuangkat daguku
Mataku menatap jalang
Batinku masih haus pengalaman
Batinku masih belum jernih
Hatiku masih gundah gulana
Hatiku masih bertanya-tanya :
Arti Hidup dan Kehidupan yg kini tengah berjalan...
Menerima Apa adanya dan Ada apanya...
Orang bijak dan Orang gila banyak berujar-ujar
Orang pintar dan Orang bodoh banyak bercerita
Aku berkata "Aku tak mau Menindas, Ditindas dan Tertindas"
Aku berkata "Dua Sisi Mata Uang"
... Lalu aku menangis ...

~dibalik batu, tak selamanya ada udang~
Korban Indoktrinasi

Kucoba berkaca...
Pada jejak yang ada...
Ternyata aku sudah tertinggal...
BAHKAN JAUH TERTINGGAL!!!

Project: Forum
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Mulai senin kemaren dah di pusat.. (4-8-03) Project aku disuruh bikin forum. Kalo layak tayang, bakal dipajang di webservernya kuantor akuw :) hihihih blajar duluw deh aku.. eh eh.. klo aku ntar2 banyak tanya... jgn ragu2 kasi jawaban yak... :) kalo dipajang ntar kan keren... sapa tawu bisa aku selipin gambar "Kutu" di sana :) Hidup KUTU BLOG yg pada BF (Banci Foto) kekekekek banyak yg tertipu dengan istilah BF... orang mikirnya pastiii deh jorok muluw... padahal kan maksut aku tuw Banci Fotoo..... :D

MOD: senang, sedih, campur baur ma yg lain.

Senin ini aku mulai naik posisi, pindah ke Kantor Pusat. Kelihatannya enak ya.. di Pusat.. (namanya juga Pusat) hihihi tauklah kita liat aja nanteh... :)
Sedih... kawan aku pergi buad selamanya Kamis pagi kemarin (31-7-2003 10.00). Gak ada kabar sama skali.. dari kawan2.. Kaget aku pas masuk mIRC liat topik segede alaihim gambreng... dan gak di satu cenel pulak.
beberapa nick lama aku dah drop.. biarlah.. selama itu bukan nick2 tertentu..

About Death
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.
In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the sheered not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?
For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?
Only when you drink form the river of silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.
In Memoriam... wongedan aka. madya. May Your Soul Rest In Peace.

Maaf sodarah2 sayah beresin kerjaan duluw.. wish me aja mulai sabtu mendatang bisa CrawlingZ as always.. maklum.. kejer det-lain. :)
Sedih 1
Sedih 2

Siap-siap... Siap-siap... NightCrawlerZ iz BACK!!! dengan secuil komen2nya... Bersiaplah klean para KuTuBLoG... :D. pertama... TO gue para pengisi link... selanjutnya.. intip² aja yak... Aku bisa datang ke tempat yg tidak diduga sama sekali dan pada saat² yg tidak terduga!

HeHeHe... tauk ne mo ncerita pa'an.. yg jelas semalam di gebrak suruh ke B beresin kompi disanah. Lieurr maneeehhh! Iseng neh gue bikin barusan.. daripada kurang kerjaan :)~ {thx 2 choco-late-luv-er}





Which X2 Character Are You?


MOD: masi pusing nge-Ghost. Cari kupon nexia ah.. obatin ZtreZ.
P.S.: thx to Bustart & GalZ yg Sudi mampir ke tempat daku yg gelapZ ini :)~

Walah.. sekian lama menyepi banyak brubah ni blogger. Asli kaged!
Akhirnya kesehatanku baik kembali.. tapi i'i yg atit sekarang.. kacian.. mana baru daped kerjaan..
UU 19/2002 tentang Hak Cipta (Hak Kekayaan Intelektual) mulai di'edan'in. Bud it's not da problemo. Mi problemo es banyaknya ViruZ yg meracuni kompie2 di 'depan'. O iyah.. tempad kerja sayah pindah.. jadi maju ke B. tambah deked sama oom dantonnih :) duwh.. jadi kangen kawan² KuTuBLoG. Bayu, Dantonnih, Udhien, Arif, Aipp, A-ban, Angga, Joe BigMac, Aee, Cassie, Vanya, Nunique, Chipie, Ita Nr, Renha, RickiW, MamatZ, Ahmad.Biz, Diki-Ayam, Maryn, Ako, Armina, Yuda, bah.. abis waktu saya buad inget² semua mah.. (itu aja tadinya mo misahin.. co dulu truz ce.. eh malah nyampur and ada yg pasang²an :]). Bak tu mai problemo. Dari sekian banyak ViruZ, TroZan, WormZ, ada satu yg bandel.. yg kirim file ILoveYou.OK (pokoknya kek gituw azza). NAV 2001 andalankuw aja blom bica ilangin na. Kenapa saya pilih 2001 instead of other newest version??? (promosi dikid) Karena engine 2001 lebih ringan, tahan banting and handy buwad akuw. Aku dah perna coba yg 2002 & 2003. Tapi gag seandal 2001 kurasa.. *sahh..* Mungkin karena OS yg dipakek disini 98SE (baca: Bajakan), jadi ya 2001 lah yg kompatibel sama dia...
hehehe.. omong2 soal bajak membajak.. di Endonesah ini, apaan seh yg gag kena bajak??? kaset (lagu), videotape, VCD, CDAudio, VCD, Software, ... sampe SAWAH juga ikut dibajak kok.. Jadi.. musti gimana hayoooh..?! (gag usa ikud mikir..) kalo concern ya gpp.. tapi.. semua kembali ke sekitar udel.. (hust.. jgn PikTor duluw) Urusannya gag jauh dari mencari sesuap nasi dan sebongkah berlian (makk..). Terutama bagi mereka yg berada PADA GARIS KEMISKINAN (karena dari dulu pemerentah bilang klo yg berada DIBAWAH garis kemiskinan itu tingal sedikit). diatas dan keatasnya lagi juga gag terlalu banyak.. ya sisanya BERADA pada GARIS KEMISKINAN. Pun saya membahas hal ini bukan berarti saya mawu masuk dunia Pulitik (Nipu Nu Leutik). Bud dat wat is heppening. URUSAN PERUT! Kalo dah ini seh apa mawu dikata.. Nasi dah jadi T@i hihihih..
MOD: Pusing mikir & bikin master HD buad di GHOST

HeHeHe... jadinya gue edit aja ah.. sayang potonah... :) TradeMark BoW!!!
biarpunlah... mo dikatain ga brubah... tapi kan ada tambahan baruW :) *still in ngototZ styleZ* akekekekek.....

Akhirnya... aku bisa posting lagi... setelah sekian lama mendekam dalam demam flu dan batukku. guwesbuk dengan berad hati aku hapus.. biarlah.. ada comment ini... :)
Kayaknya.. aku bakal retouch ni blog.. ntar gue add disana dan disini.. mungkin juga aku bagi 3 kayak punyaknya oom Bayu :) ntah lah... kita liyad sajah nanteh... :)
Q/WW
~In Sickness, we know what health means.
~In Hiatus, we can Introspect our inner.
~In i dia.. mo isi apa aja... serah loe dach...!!! :)

Added New GuwestBook

Blank! total BLANK! this promotion things make me absolutely blank. Not b-cos of the responsible that i have to take care of.. it's merely shocking me. in all of a sudden.. he promote me. Dunno what's ma new position.. missionary i guess LolZ!

Quote/WW:
~Slip of the tounge.. a coincidence that can make something turning upside down~
~Telling the truth is good. Keeping it is better~
~Silence is a heavy stone~[ManOWar-Heart of Steel]
~Friendship Never Ends~[#MaPaLa@DAL.Net]
~Truth is bitter. Lying is too sweet, makes toothache~[Meggy Z style]

GuyZ/GalZ... The last post were too long... here i got shorter one, digestable, prolly the simplest way to describe what is Love, Passion, and Affection.

The Field of Daisies
Imagine the field of daisies... Spring... and you are passing the way just by that field. Suddenly one daisy drives your attention. She/He is one from the thousands but you come near her/him... there's something in her/him that attracts you... you pick it up... you want it to be yours, only yours. You don't think about that she will die because of this, and you go away from that field. This was sudden desire, maybe a little bit selfish but wonderful and unstoppable. This is PASSION.

Again you are passing the field of daisies... and again the one from the million drives your attention. You go near this daisy... you want to touch it, but you can't. You feel like you want to die near her/him. But, suddenly, a breeze blows into your face and brings you the smell of another flower. It is so amazing that you can't stand and go to the place where this scent came from. As about the daisy she/he is left in one corner of your heart. You haven't shared many things, and you will never forget about her/him, but also you cannot come back to her/him. This is AFFECTION.

And again the same field... one daisy that attracts you. One from the million, but you go to her/him... and you stay there. You will do your best to not let her/him die. The only thing you want is to be near her/him. You believe that there's nothing that can make you leave this place... and you will be there... you will be there 'til her/his last day... and that's LOVE.

Hope this one satisfied u...
this re-search was taken on behalf of her, that's why i also added he/him/his. No mention of anything.. i'm just a NightCrawlerZ and do copycat *wink*

Love & Passion - 1

LOVE :
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Reason & PASSION :
Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?
Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.
I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.
Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."
And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."
And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

taken from here

dooh... pusing mikirin kerja... tempat gue neh.. duluna rameee banget... pertama gue masuk kerja ditempat ini kompi na cuma 10. beberapa hari kemudian nambah jadi 30 dan pindah ke lantai dasar. Waktu itu jaman 'booming'nya Counter-Strike. Tapi yg lain juga idup (chat, browse, messenger, dll) -duh.. kok gue jadi inget pasal² di kontrak kerja soal 'rahasia perusahaan' yah...- KodoqZ ilang deh mud gue curhat kerjaan.. curhat apalagi ya... oh iya.. ntar pagi neegh.. aku ama dia mo nonton matrikZ reloadedZ. Tikedna daped adiah dari IM3. hehehe.. kesampean juga nonton bulan ini ~jingkrak-jingkrak~. GratiZ!!! hehehe...
ehm... aku juga mo bangun 1 unit komputer buad aku sendiri.. hi hi.. pengen laa punya kompie sendiri.. biar aku bisa install OS semau aku.. ~wink~ dah buta aku ama OS colekan aku medio 1999-2001 -jaman aku masih anak nakal- sedih dikatain 'anak TK' lagi... abis.. colekan aku sekarang kan microsoft oriented, game oriented, dan profit oriented (hiks). -bah.. bahas kerja lagi- Makanya aku sekarang nyambi jadi 'installer' walo sopwernya bajakan. ~manyun~ Abis.. mo cari duit darimana lagi... Pengen seh pindah kerjaan.. tapi disini deket ke dia ama kampus. Pheww... siapin bodi buat ntar pagi ah... ~nguapZ~ back to bobo style :)
hehehe... Blajar trooss modify blog.... skarang link temen2 gue dah dibikin pakek 'selection'. tapi-tapi.. kok gak mo bukak yach... can someone helep meh... :) <-- dah ketemu.. curi2 dari Gossamer Forum

Pedihnya COMPAQ. Hihihi.. baru pertama kali ini gue nemu komputer yg bandel. Di installin windows 98SE gak mawu.. dia mauna pake QuickRestore... parah.. Solusinya seh gue sekarang lagi DL drivernya, jadi ntar pagi tinggal bantai :)
Baru dapet CD Drimwiper, tapi-tapi.. mana CD drimwipernya?!?! Buh... pasti kebawa ama z0mb13... aku kan mo blazar... :( yah.. tapi biarlah dia vinter duluan... abiZ aku na seebuk kerja.. mana tadi daped pesan suruh inventarisasi... OMHGM 30 ekor neeh :~(
~CrawlingZ mood : not so fine~

running out of mood. prolly cos i'm too X-Hausted. Made small changes.. chasing picture for spicing up.
-Annoying newbies customer. I wish i can blow them away- ~Terrorists WinZ!~

HAIL FIVERS (khususnya) & BLoGBuGGeRs (umumnya).
akekekek... sorry rasialis dikit... (mentang2 kelompok 5 lu gillZ) tapi gpp lah yaa... yg penting tetap BC. maap klo saya ngambil istilah BLoGBuGGeRs karena lom ada istilah/panggilan resmi buad para kutu-kutu BC :) so aku ambil begitu saja biar cepet ;)
well.. thx to all that shouting and commenting me ;) mungkin aku jawab disini satu2 ;)
-Bigmac Jo : thx 4 giving me the first positivity ticket :); banner killernya dah dapet 'nyuri' dari tempat laen.
-Armina : how do you got it?! geez u got one of my best pose of all my sleep position [LolZ]
-Ita : alo JUGA...! hehehe ini dia satu-satunya penyamun di sarang perjaka [LolZ]
-Nita : lom bikin guwess buuk. pakek komment aja ;) darurat perang seh [apa coba]
HEHEHE dah duluw ah.. kerja lagi nee ;) shift malam ada asiknya ada sebelnya looh ;)

ORIGINAL (tapi agak2 lupa) :
aku ingin punya blog aku ingin punya blog
ingin posting ingin komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
dengan komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community

MODIFIED :
aku sudah punya blog aku sudah punya blog
bisa posting bisa komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
berkat komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community

TugillZ da NightCrawler

pulang gathering capek juga yaks... tapi aku dapet kenangan yg lumayan lah disana... gak isa diungkapin dengan kata-kata. Thx to all... and sorry for the gift... it's so common and i can't guard U as it should to be... my gift was ordinary too... but that's not the point... The point iz... THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH MEMORABLE MEMORIES

Phewww.... beres juga tuh Counter-Strike Game Competition. Koneksi juga dah agak baikan... jadi maap2 aja kalo aku jarang jalan2 liat blog kawan2 :) Koneksi di tempat gue ogah2an seh... bandwith tarik2an ama Internet Center.. jadi Game Centernya offline dulu (baca: ada kasus karyawannya main game/chat mulu bukan kerja katanya) Jadi beginilah... susah :( SPV dah diganti... tapi jalan kearah online belom keliatan :( kaciaaan deh gue :)
dah ah.. mo jalan2 liat blog orang duluw :)

tinggal 3 pertandingan lagi.... Local 4, Local 5, and Grand Final. Buuh... capeknya. seminggu loh gue kudu setting client dan bikinin masternya. Huuw.. untung aja banyak orang yg bantuin.. kalo gak.. bisa mati di depan monitor gue nginstall windows 98, driver en Counter-Strike nya. :)
hehehe... segitu duluw aja... pokoknya yg maennya jago-jago. kebanyakan pernah ngerasain juara di kompetisi lain :)

Hasta La Vista!

Tadi aku paksain balik ke base camp. Gue cabs dari lokasi kompetisi terakhir tadi (minggu). Kompetisinya seh rame.. playernya gape2 mainin mouse & keyboard buat bantai-bantaian. Beberapa kontestan mengeluhkan 'Lagg'nya, mouse, peraturan, dll.Yah.. namanya juga resiko panitia dengan sarana dan prasarana yg seadanya. Hasilnya bisa dikatakan cukup... semua berjalan tertib 'n lancar. Aku sengaja paksain balik karena aku pikir Dia bakalan ada disini.. ternyata... "de nada"

..:: Aku diam tak bicara bukan berarti aku seorang OpportuniZ. Aku diam bukan acuh. Aku diam bukan memungkiri hati nurani. Aku diam karena aku merasa lebih baik untuk tetap diam, dan melihat, menilai dan menduga semua yg terjadi apa adanya dan ada apanya. Aku bukannya ingin tetap melihat kekejian terjadi di depan mata.. ataupun tetap melihat kesalahan terjadi berlarut2. Aku hanya tak ingin semua yg nantinya aku ucapkan menjadi bumerang yg berbalik menghajar pelemparnya. Ya... aku seorang penakut. Hantu itu terus mengikutiku dimanapun aku berada.. Paranoid mungkin.. Ya... kini semua bahasa mutakhir itu berputar dikepalaku... paranoid, schizophrenic, multiple personality disorder, somatoform, dissociative, bla bla bla. {HUUUU... blagu kaw GillZ..} ::..

kangen Dia

doooh... pengen ganti leot masi pusing... mana Counter-Strike Game Competition dah depan mata... huuuuwwww.. coba bukan guwe yg set servernya... pasti banyak waktu buad isi blog :) akekkekekekek....

... Sekali lagi... Luka lama itu terkuak... aku tak mampu tepiskan kelabu masa lalu... Bekas luka itu menjadi saksi bisu semua sumpah serapahku... Maaf cintaku... Kujejali lagi dirimu dengan segala sumpah serapahku (lagi) ...

hehehe... kocaknya ngedit blogg.. banyak kejadian aneh.. error 104 lah.. ini lah.. itu lah..
~still fixing~

Horeee... dah add comment...
tapi yg pasti.. sekarang dah bisa main bruising2an lagi... akekekekek... sapa yg gak bete DICEKAL. hehehe.. dah ah gak usah bahas itu..
i'm gonna made this one simple *as always..*
Jumpa BlogBugger Jkt asik juga... meski (katanya) cuma sebagian yg bisa hadir. tapi... sebelum acaranya.. gwe ma binik nonton dulu... tapi tapi.. yg ada gue mala tidur di dalem... hihihi... bayar 17500 buat bobo nunggu ketemuan BlogBuggers.. biaya yg mahal tuch... hehehe..

kenalan ma banyak 'tante-tante' dan 'oom-oom' BlogBuggers (gue kan masi muda dalam urusan Blogging LoLz)

~koneksi bruising kembali hadir tadi siang jam 12-an~
~OtherZ still BannedZ~

Menghitung hari.... sambil mikir2 leot baru buat ni tempat

weleeh... 2 hari lebih ditinggal.. melbok gue langsung penuh.. ebad.. :) jarang2 mail gue penuh dengan surad yg lom kebaca... capek ne.. baru selese install game buat kompetisi game nanti :/ doh.. jadi pengen cepet2 ketemuan.. pengen tawu jadina kek apa... salam2 buad mamadz yg imut (kalo diliat pakek sedotan dari puncak monas) heheheheheh

slamad pagi duniaa....
capek abisZ ghost 4 komp... sebenernya gak capek seh.. ghost kompi mirip kayak DiskCopy, cuma ini HardDisk yg di copy :)
capeknya seh gara2 LOTR Two Towers (3 keping VCD lhooo...) hihihi telad ya gue.. (maklum.. terlalu banyak menghabiskan waktu di depan kompie mlolo...)

Inilah kecenderungan baru dari era Nano... apalagi buad yg kerjanya deket ama dunia internet :) *cieeh* tapi-tapi.. kenapa blog gue gak keurus ya ?!?! hihihi... sayang seh... ini hasil kerja pertama... jadi mending gue biarin dulu aj.. yg pasti aku dah regist 1 lagi (ntar klo da jadi dipromosiin kok.. selow aja kk kk blogger *_^)
welee.. baru sadar.. toolbar yg biasa diatas ada yg ilang HiqxZ. Kalo mau tebal musti ketik sendiri kodenya.. buang energi brapa banyak coba??? (weleh?!) oh iya www.blogbugs.com ngadain gathering-an dalam rangka 1st anniversary. (promosi dikid) bangga lah... dah jadi memberna *cieehh TuinkZ-TuinkZ*

bedeh... gambar ga nongol mluluw... *HiqZ* cem mana ya...
-masi tetep betew ga isa mIRC. musti ngungsi duluw ke warned sebelahan, dan itu jauhan...-

pulas nian aku tidur... amper 12 JAM!!! -set dah...- bangun langsung dikasi makan binikkuw.. *cupZ* eh eh... panas bener tuh tadi aku tengokin blog si Anu hihihi nasip-nasip kaw teman...

dikeheningan malam... kukaji kembali diriku dan kerja yg tengah kulaku...
kuhentikan langkah anganku dan kutengok sekali lagi.. Mengapa hal itu menjadi penghambat...

Ditegor lagi aku....
Koneksi (port) selain messenger dan browsing masih ditutup dari proksi.. {f**k! it's really tied me, and hurts}
Kenapa Zugga binik akuw yg datang tiap hari cuma bwad anter makan(an) buad aku... biar gak kelaparan akuna... jadi masalah?!?! *HiqZ* {cupz to ma wiva}

Maap sodarah-sodarah sebangsa dan setanah air (dan juga yg beda... LoLz) sayah baruh bredar lagi neh.. tadina mau back tu mIRC.. eh malah diblok.. yo wes daripada mati stress.. mending balik deui ngurus blog "Yang terlupakan.."-{Iwan Fals}. Jadi binun mo diapain ni blogz.. abisna gak keurus.. passnya aja gak sengaja ketemu dibalik sederet nama2 link yg baru dikit ituw LoLz. anyway.. aku lagi coba ngganti itu gambar yg hilang... {wish me luck yagh}

Buh... sedihnya gak bisa CHAT... TERSIKSA!!! lebih baik sakit kejeduk daripada gak bisa chat... BAYANGin... aku gak bisa jitaX mamatz, jitaX si alez, banting2 cenel, goyang2in monitor, dll. HikZ... untuk saad ini daku hanya bisa ber YM sazza.. (itu juga tetep ga bisa chat) Pripat Mesej muluw...

Grrrr... i hate ma proxy's admin... (entah lupa, entah sengaja... Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu)

PS.: YM gue : tuagila1574

AdioZ AmigoZ Y AmigaZ.. PribadoZ PermioZ Bade NgaleoZ

baru jalan-jalan keliling blogs.. daptar groups... trus ngapain lagi ya...

Nasib-nasib...
bginilah nasipna kalo koneksi terhambat PROKSI SERPER... hihihii entah sengaja ato karena adminnya yg lupa seting proksi di warned gue...
seandainya aku pegang passnya seh dah aku unblock semua...
maap sodarah-sodarah.. saya baru isi lagi... abis.. baru ganti manajemen seh... :((
but... now i'm BACK!!!!