Monday, February 27, 2012

Watcher - Observer

In reference to the Handbook series there is a large difference between being a watcher or an observer. The watcher is passive. The watcher is only indulging his/her curiosities but has no intention of becoming aware. The observer intends to use the knowledge to become aware and develop. The observer strives to spiral out of the Game. The watcher desires to play the Game. The watcher can also intend on using the materials gathered from watching to further control other Earth humans.

You don't become a full observer over night, although once ready, spiritually, you progress rapidly. Being an observer is an active role. You receive important knowledge and then you apply what you learn to your life. For example, you apply the 4 Law of the Universe to your private life. Let others do what they will, but the observer is eager to spiral out.

When you have reached observer status, no one will be able to drag you back, although they will try. This can be a lonely path unless you are fortunate to connect with another observer(s). The keen observer is cognizant of the scene and his/her place in it. The observer also knows how the new knowledge differs from the Games rules and sees how his/her reality has changed and continues to change. This is an important part of the spiral out.

The observer does not submit to the Games's peer pressures. The observer has adjusted his/her life to fit the spirit's control over the body. This is the rocky road. Once you have accepted one "logical statement" into your belief system (example 9-11 was an inside job), you have begun the total realignment of your belief systems. Knowledge trumps belief since belief is not necessarily based on fact and always contains control systems of the Game. As you realize what is true, your entire viewpoint can change.

Observers share what they discover with others, but will never force this knowledge. If an observer shares something, and the interest is rejected by the person, you change the subject. A seed has been planted; so let nature take its course.

Those who "go with the flow" take the path of least resistance. Those who go with the flow are adding to the momentum of planetary enslavement.

The chaos period is almost here and could kick in full swing at any time. Observers will handle this far differently than watchers.



Remember you don't escape by fighting the Game...but by removing yourself from it.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Sekian banyak tutor soal penambahan font di BB tanpa software. Ternyata tetap harus pake software File Manager. Disini gw cuma mau post caranya aja.

1. awalnya silahkan buka file explorer Blackberry anda.



2.Buka File folder didalamnya



3. Lanjutkan membuka Device Memory namun jangan lupa klik menu BB-> centang Show Hidden





4. Cari dan masuklah ke direktori AppData dan diteruskan menuju folder RIM





5. Setelah masuk folder RIM. Anda akan bertemu folder Media buka itu yang kita cari. Tapi, buatlah folder lagi dengan nama fonts. awas hati-hati dengan penulisannya, jika huruf kurang atau penulisan salah maka fonts anda tidak akan terbaca.



6. siapkan font yang akan anda transfer dari komputer anda ke blackberry anda.
Setelah anda siapkan font tersebut, gantilah ekstensi font yang awalnya *.ttf menjadi *.font
cara merubahnya cukup hanya menggunakan rename biasa.



7. Transfer file font tersebut ke media card, lalu copykan filenya menggunakan aplikasi FileManagerPro ke folder fonts yg sudah kita buat di atas.
(contoh disini file sudah dicopykan)





8. Setelah selesai coba anda restart pullbat (bisa juga restart lewat aplikasi atau 3 tombol ajaib)

9. Setelah itu akan muncul font tambahan anda di daftar font dan sudah bisa diaktifkan melalui Options - Screen/Keyboard.

Selamat Mencoba

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

Dekadensi Moral sepertinya sudah terjadi. Seiring waktu berjalan... terlihat hal itu terjadi.
Dari mulai Orde I, II, sampai sekarang... proses dekadensi semakin menggila.

Djangan Sekali-kali Melupakan Sedjarah.
Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country.
Sudah lupakah?!?!

Betapa Kedua Manusia tersebut sangat disegani, saling menyegani. Keduanya memiliki Kharisma tersendiri... Pun Presiden Indonesia Kedua, memiliki Pamor tersendiri...
Betapa dulu kita tidak terlena oleh dansa-dansi, betapa para petani dulu begitu bangga menjadi PETANI... Sekarang?!?!
Sekarang petani MENJERIT! Bukannya Hamba anti Free-Trading atau apapun itu namanya...
Kemana larinya SWASEMBADA PANGAN?! Apakah sudah runtuh beserta rezimnya?!

Tundukkan kepala... Lihat... Betapa banyak Rakyat Indonesia yang masih berada PADA GARIS KEMISKINAN (karena pemerintah dari dulu sampai sekarang selalu 'rajin' berkata bahwa rakyat yg berada DIBAWAH GARIS KEMISKINAN semakin berkurang).

Lihatlah pertikaian yang terjadi disana-sini... betapa semakin sering terjadi saat² ini dibanding dulu...

Mari Kita Berkaca... Mari Kita MENGkAJI diri...
Buruk Muka, mengapa Cermin yg harus dibelah?! buat apa ada Operasi Plastik!? :P
Mari Kita Operasi Plastik Moral Kita yang sudah mengalami DEKADENSI...

Kawan coba dengar apa jawabnya... Ketika Ia kutanya "MENGAPA?"
Coba, cobalah tinggalkan sejenak anganmu... esok kan masih ada...
Kami muak, dengan KETIDAKPASTIAN dan KESERAKAHAN. Dijalanan, Kami sandarkan cita-cita. Sebab di RUMAH, tak ada lagi yang bisa dipercaya.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Happy Birthday GPK-7

from
GPK-7 9293940001V

Monday, December 21, 2009

Otakku berkarat
setelah sekian lama terlena
oleh rutinitas yang mengikat
dan dunia yg membahana

Ingin rasanya kuambil martil
hancurkan semua karat
tapi ku hanya punya kikir
perlahan terasa amat berat

perlahan namun pasti
jiwaku terobati...

Friday, June 12, 2009

Here I am standing at the cliff... trying to rearrange shattered dream that was crushed by a new reality that force me to accept the new fact.

Almost a month now, I've been facing this with her... I know that she's always beside me for better or worst.

Dear God... Help me...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

I've been walking in the footsteps
Of societys lies
I dont like what I see no more
Sometimes I wish that I was blind
Sometimes I wait forever

To stand out in the rain
So no one sees me cryin
Trying to wash away the pain

darn... why this pain so hurtin' diz much...

Thursday, February 01, 2007

People Vs. TugillZ #1 (not People Vs. Larry Flint)

Ha Ha Ha Ha ...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Lagi iseng ngobrak-ngabrik game buang jutek (baca: NFSU-2), tiba tiba baca artikel soal NFSMW Vinyl Importing di http://www.nfsunlimited.net/ . en ternyata bisa juga dipakek buat NFSU-2 yg lagi gw mainken. yasud.. gw dl. eh.. dah gitu perlu tool lagi buad ngedit exported vinyl nya.. ketemulah di http://developer.nvidia.com/object/nv_texture_tools.html .

He he he..

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Friday, February 03, 2006

Poseng lah.. terlalu banyak peraturan/undang-undang/kebijakan baru dan aneh. Baik itu yg sedang, akan, dan sudah dibangun.
Di satu sisi hal itu memang perlu untuk mencegah hal-hal yg tidak diinginkan serta hal-hal yg diinginkan.
Di sisi lain.. Masih banyak hal-hal lain yg sebetulnya perlu lebih diperhatikan...

Gw jadi rada² curiga...
Adakah hal² tersebut diangkat untuk menutupi hal² lain yg sebetulnya lebih krusial?!
Adakah hal² tersebut dibahas untuk mencegah terungkitnya kembali hal-hal yg telah lalu?!

Pornografi, pornoaksi, polusi/pencemaran, korupsi, pendidikan, pekerjaan, moneter, hukum, hak azasi, listrik, air, BBM, sembako, informasi, teknologi, dll (dan lupa lagi).

ah.. kieu mereun mun jadi wakil rakyat teh mikirna nya.... kitu lain?! lain kitu?!

Thursday, April 21, 2005

forgive me Lord.. for thou i've made a sin..
i've been abandoning, and cheating my own heart
but that's not my deepest sin..
i just let my heart empty..

routines makes it cold and i can't stop it
time move so fast and the chances seem so few
forgive me my heart.. it's all my fault
i let you frozen.. again

dear heart.. i hope u'll be alright
time and life is too precious to waste
once again.. forgive me

~sinner with no name~

Monday, April 11, 2005

Long time no see :)
i have nothing to say but

E
M
P
T
Y
N
E
S
S

I have no story to tell *for* now just plain simple missing of diz place.
thinking of making new one

Wednesday, February 09, 2005





You Have A Type B+ Personality



B+





You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions



Blah.. kayak golongan darah.... :P

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Pengacara

Terhitung medio akhir Desember 2004 gw jadi penganggur. Why??? too many reasons... I just don't want arguing with other peepz. Gw emang ada kesalahan, tapi gw juga gak smuanya salah.. It's all just about MISSCOMMUNICATION.
Kurangnya komunikasi, dan pendekatan. Namanya bawahan.. (versi gw) seganlah gw buat omong ke atasan, kalo atasan itu gak deket ma gw. Gw tau yg namanya atasan itu punya kesibukan tersendiri. Tapi di zaman gini githu lho.. so many ways to communicate.
Cut the crap, straight to the point. Deep inside my heart I disappointed. I owe so much.

~Rest In Peace My Dear GCM E-16 my Fourth place where i grow up in this Cyberworld~
I still can't redeem my debts to you.
dedicated to:
crew: jajankus, kupl3k, gaoc, armanexsia, kessy, sapto, zemmpoell, ian, ferry, wee2ks, and all who've been there.
user: bustart, bluesman, demitsquall, rifQ, lowstandart, iyas, aji, andre "FM2005", etc.
u all have space in my memories






You Are a Visionary Soul





You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul



Friday, November 19, 2004

balik lagi ke jkt ... huhuuh Minal Aidin wAl Faidzin yak.... buat smua yg mampir kesini.. klo ada salah2 kata ya mohon dimaapkan :P

Topik kita kali ini masalah Married :P. napa gw angkad ini topik, karena ada yg ngajak / menyatakan siap buad saya nikahi :D lieur euy.. kumaha seh nikah teh??? ini mah kayak judul pelem... Buruan Nikahi Gue huhuhuh
dah sgini aja duluw.. biar penasaran *ngak juga seh sebenernya*
~ she's my life... she's not walking away from me... she's ready for me... APA ADANYA DAN ADA APANYA ~

Monday, April 26, 2004

Dah lama gw gawe ditempat itu. Dulu gw ngerasa enjoy banget. Full of enjoyment. Biarpon banyak kerjaan, biarpon ditegor, dinasehatin, bla bla ba; gw tetep enjoy. Team bener2 kompak. Gw gak keberatan jaga kasir, gw gak keberatan nyuci alat dapur, nyapu, ngepel, bersihin ini-itu. Tapi akhir2 ini semua itu ilang. Ngak ada lagi kepuasan batin. Dulu gw benerin kompi sampe mau bela2in begadang karena dari situ dapur gw en temen2 ngebul. Tanggung jawab gw musti benerin itu komputer berasa, dan kepuasan dari benerin itu komputer juga ada.

Dulu gw masi bisa jalan2, kumpul2 ma temen2 (lama & baru), etc. Dulu gw masi bisa nonton ke bioskop ampir seminggu sekali. Dulu gw masi bisa nyari sampingan tanpa ngelupain tanggung jawab gw di tempat gw kerja. Lagian.. sampingan gw juga gak terlalu serius gw kejer2 karena itu pure sampingan. Usaha sampingan gw juga gak jauh2 kok. Benerin komputer temen, tennant/penghuni apartemen yg tinggal diatas kepala gw, komputer tetangga (ITC & RUKO). Gw juga gak terlalu maksain diri. Klo gw ga sanggup ya gw bilang. So gw juga ga perna matok harga/ongkos jasa. Bukannya gw ga butuh duit. Buohong klo gw ga butuh duid. Tapi yg gw cari pertama itu kepercayaan dan kepuasan. Buktinya orang yg minta "ditengokin" komputernya tamba banyak.

-IMHO-
Sekarang, with new place of work and new kinda ppl. Kepuasan dan Kesenangan itu hilang. New position giving me too much pressure. Gw musti benerin sekian banyak peripheral dengan tenggat waktu. OK, perangkat itu gw cek, dan ternyata membutuhkan beberapa jenis komponen. So i told my superior officer that i need those kind of components. Then he said that i must wrote the whole thing down and giving him the exact amount of components that i need. Geez, did he ever count how much stuff he give me to check? OK, so i count how much components and wrote the thing down. Funny, after i gave him, he told me that it must be given to my colleague, so he will buy it for me. Funnier, my colleague told me that i must make a formal request, so he can send it to GM to get some money to buy the stuff. Unluckily, i'm bad at paperwork and i already told my colleague about it. So the components still on the market. (xixixixi)

Every morning, my colleague ring the phone downstair ask me to come. OK, gw kerja disana dan memang seharusnya gw ada disana. Tapi ya.. gitulah jeleknya gw. Can't work nicely if something/someone pushing me too hard without understanding and co-operation. I told him i need stuff to fix those thing. OK, separo emang bisa di "kanibal" karena banyak yg rusaknya beda. Tapi.. klo bahan buat dikanibal itu abis mo gimana? (pikiran jelek gw: gw kanibal juga ntar dianya. gw cabut tangan dia gw pasang di badan gw, so tangan gw ada 4. So semua kerjaan cepet beresna. xixixi)

Inilah jeleknya gw.. unek2 gw sulit buat disampe'in ke personnya. Why??? Karna gw juga ngerasa masi banyak kekurangan, dan gw juga masi mau kerja bantuin mreka. Emang seh, klo ga gw sampe'in mreka mungkin ngak bakal ngerti apa mau gw. Mungkin, dan mungkin. Ada temen kantor ato temen dari temen kantor gw yg mampir kesini, baca tulisan gw dan sampe'in ke temen kantor gw. Gw masi pengen kerja disitu klo masi dibolehin ma mreka.
Emang gaji gw gak seberapa, Jabatan/Posisi gw juga ga seberapa. Gw ngerasa digede'in disana, susah senang bareng (walau temen2 gw banyak yg dah gak gawe disitu lagi). Idealisme buta??? No Sir! gw cuma mo buktiin ke kembaran gw, klo kerja gak pindah2 itu juga bakal ada hasilna. Sedikit-sedikit, pelan-pelan, hasil jerih payah itu bakal dateng. Buktinya gw naik jadi Teknisi Pusat setelah dua setengah taon jadi Teknisi di Cabang.

Inilah sedikit unek2 yg akhir2 in jadi beban di otak gw. Posting gw emang jarang, ya karena jeleknya gw itu. Terlalu banyak disimpen :) Itu kali ye yg bikin badan gw kurus kering ceking kayak papan penggilesan :)

~Gnoti Sauton~ {Lupa}
~Shoot! Then Talk!~ {taken from the movie "Kill The Dutchman"}

Monday, April 12, 2004

13 April 3 tahun yg lalu

Masih teringat waktu pertama2 aku kerja.
Pagi2 dateng pakek pakean rapi.
Kemeja, clana bahan, spatu item (spatuna masi setia ampe skrg).
Tapi lama2 tetep aja balik ke stelan TugillZ DekillZ lantaran bongkar² muluw :)
Siap datang klo ditelpon :) {Co panggilan kali ye...}
Ditemani speda MTB item yg terus ilang entah kemana.
Banyak cerita, pengalaman, suka dan duka, lucu.
Bombing FunLove, Server Down, sampe telpon/interkom dari temen yg lagi di training di lantai 4 (Gaoc geblek pakek manggil orang jauh.. lha di lantai bawah aja ada yg Gila-nya).
Bakar ayam didepan warnet tiap malem minggu abis gajian. Teamwork, kekompakan, kebersamaan kita.. Phewww buanyak booo :)

Gaoc, Zemmpoel, Iyan, Jajankus, Ngarman, Agus, K-C, Ferry, I Miss Yo all FellaZ!!!

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

=-Contekan Hati-=
kuliah cuti lagi.. hiw hiw... pengen seh kuliah trus.. tapi.. expense terlalu gede... tapi ya apa mo dikata.. "resiko jabatan"... gw musti trima.. whatever it is :)
aslinya.. gw masi pengen kuliah. pengeeenn banged..

tapi...