Sunday, June 15, 2003
Blank! total BLANK! this promotion things make me absolutely blank. Not b-cos of the responsible that i have to take care of.. it's merely shocking me. in all of a sudden.. he promote me. Dunno what's ma new position.. missionary i guess LolZ!
Quote/WW:
~Slip of the tounge.. a coincidence that can make something turning upside down~
~Telling the truth is good. Keeping it is better~
~Silence is a heavy stone~[ManOWar-Heart of Steel]
~Friendship Never Ends~[#MaPaLa@DAL.Net]
~Truth is bitter. Lying is too sweet, makes toothache~[Meggy Z style]
Quote/WW:
~Slip of the tounge.. a coincidence that can make something turning upside down~
~Telling the truth is good. Keeping it is better~
~Silence is a heavy stone~[ManOWar-Heart of Steel]
~Friendship Never Ends~[#MaPaLa@DAL.Net]
~Truth is bitter. Lying is too sweet, makes toothache~[Meggy Z style]
Friday, June 13, 2003
GuyZ/GalZ... The last post were too long... here i got shorter one, digestable, prolly the simplest way to describe what is Love, Passion, and Affection.
The Field of Daisies
Imagine the field of daisies... Spring... and you are passing the way just by that field. Suddenly one daisy drives your attention. She/He is one from the thousands but you come near her/him... there's something in her/him that attracts you... you pick it up... you want it to be yours, only yours. You don't think about that she will die because of this, and you go away from that field. This was sudden desire, maybe a little bit selfish but wonderful and unstoppable. This is PASSION.
Again you are passing the field of daisies... and again the one from the million drives your attention. You go near this daisy... you want to touch it, but you can't. You feel like you want to die near her/him. But, suddenly, a breeze blows into your face and brings you the smell of another flower. It is so amazing that you can't stand and go to the place where this scent came from. As about the daisy she/he is left in one corner of your heart. You haven't shared many things, and you will never forget about her/him, but also you cannot come back to her/him. This is AFFECTION.
And again the same field... one daisy that attracts you. One from the million, but you go to her/him... and you stay there. You will do your best to not let her/him die. The only thing you want is to be near her/him. You believe that there's nothing that can make you leave this place... and you will be there... you will be there 'til her/his last day... and that's LOVE.
Hope this one satisfied u...
this re-search was taken on behalf of her, that's why i also added he/him/his. No mention of anything.. i'm just a NightCrawlerZ and do copycat *wink*
The Field of Daisies
Imagine the field of daisies... Spring... and you are passing the way just by that field. Suddenly one daisy drives your attention. She/He is one from the thousands but you come near her/him... there's something in her/him that attracts you... you pick it up... you want it to be yours, only yours. You don't think about that she will die because of this, and you go away from that field. This was sudden desire, maybe a little bit selfish but wonderful and unstoppable. This is PASSION.
Again you are passing the field of daisies... and again the one from the million drives your attention. You go near this daisy... you want to touch it, but you can't. You feel like you want to die near her/him. But, suddenly, a breeze blows into your face and brings you the smell of another flower. It is so amazing that you can't stand and go to the place where this scent came from. As about the daisy she/he is left in one corner of your heart. You haven't shared many things, and you will never forget about her/him, but also you cannot come back to her/him. This is AFFECTION.
And again the same field... one daisy that attracts you. One from the million, but you go to her/him... and you stay there. You will do your best to not let her/him die. The only thing you want is to be near her/him. You believe that there's nothing that can make you leave this place... and you will be there... you will be there 'til her/his last day... and that's LOVE.
Hope this one satisfied u...
this re-search was taken on behalf of her, that's why i also added he/him/his. No mention of anything.. i'm just a NightCrawlerZ and do copycat *wink*
Thursday, June 12, 2003
Love & Passion - 1
LOVE :
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
Reason & PASSION :
Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?
Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.
I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.
Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."
And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."
And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.
taken from here
LOVE :
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
Reason & PASSION :
Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?
Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.
I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.
Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."
And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."
And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.
taken from here
Sunday, June 08, 2003
dooh... pusing mikirin kerja... tempat gue neh.. duluna rameee banget... pertama gue masuk kerja ditempat ini kompi na cuma 10. beberapa hari kemudian nambah jadi 30 dan pindah ke lantai dasar. Waktu itu jaman 'booming'nya Counter-Strike. Tapi yg lain juga idup (chat, browse, messenger, dll) -duh.. kok gue jadi inget pasal² di kontrak kerja soal 'rahasia perusahaan' yah...- KodoqZ ilang deh mud gue curhat kerjaan.. curhat apalagi ya... oh iya.. ntar pagi neegh.. aku ama dia mo nonton matrikZ reloadedZ. Tikedna daped adiah dari IM3. hehehe.. kesampean juga nonton bulan ini ~jingkrak-jingkrak~. GratiZ!!! hehehe...
ehm... aku juga mo bangun 1 unit komputer buad aku sendiri.. hi hi.. pengen laa punya kompie sendiri.. biar aku bisa install OS semau aku.. ~wink~ dah buta aku ama OS colekan aku medio 1999-2001 -jaman aku masih anak nakal- sedih dikatain 'anak TK' lagi... abis.. colekan aku sekarang kan microsoft oriented, game oriented, dan profit oriented (hiks). -bah.. bahas kerja lagi- Makanya aku sekarang nyambi jadi 'installer' walo sopwernya bajakan. ~manyun~ Abis.. mo cari duit darimana lagi... Pengen seh pindah kerjaan.. tapi disini deket ke dia ama kampus. Pheww... siapin bodi buat ntar pagi ah... ~nguapZ~ back to bobo style :)
hehehe... Blajar trooss modify blog.... skarang link temen2 gue dah dibikin pakek 'selection'. tapi-tapi.. kok gak mo bukak yach... can someone helep meh... :) <-- dah ketemu.. curi2 dari Gossamer Forum
ehm... aku juga mo bangun 1 unit komputer buad aku sendiri.. hi hi.. pengen laa punya kompie sendiri.. biar aku bisa install OS semau aku.. ~wink~ dah buta aku ama OS colekan aku medio 1999-2001 -jaman aku masih anak nakal- sedih dikatain 'anak TK' lagi... abis.. colekan aku sekarang kan microsoft oriented, game oriented, dan profit oriented (hiks). -bah.. bahas kerja lagi- Makanya aku sekarang nyambi jadi 'installer' walo sopwernya bajakan. ~manyun~ Abis.. mo cari duit darimana lagi... Pengen seh pindah kerjaan.. tapi disini deket ke dia ama kampus. Pheww... siapin bodi buat ntar pagi ah... ~nguapZ~ back to bobo style :)
hehehe... Blajar trooss modify blog.... skarang link temen2 gue dah dibikin pakek 'selection'. tapi-tapi.. kok gak mo bukak yach... can someone helep meh... :) <-- dah ketemu.. curi2 dari Gossamer Forum
Friday, June 06, 2003
Pedihnya COMPAQ. Hihihi.. baru pertama kali ini gue nemu komputer yg bandel. Di installin windows 98SE gak mawu.. dia mauna pake QuickRestore... parah.. Solusinya seh gue sekarang lagi DL drivernya, jadi ntar pagi tinggal bantai :)
Baru dapet CD Drimwiper, tapi-tapi.. mana CD drimwipernya?!?! Buh... pasti kebawa ama z0mb13... aku kan mo blazar... :( yah.. tapi biarlah dia vinter duluan... abiZ aku na seebuk kerja.. mana tadi daped pesan suruh inventarisasi... OMHGM 30 ekor neeh :~(
~CrawlingZ mood : not so fine~
Baru dapet CD Drimwiper, tapi-tapi.. mana CD drimwipernya?!?! Buh... pasti kebawa ama z0mb13... aku kan mo blazar... :( yah.. tapi biarlah dia vinter duluan... abiZ aku na seebuk kerja.. mana tadi daped pesan suruh inventarisasi... OMHGM 30 ekor neeh :~(
~CrawlingZ mood : not so fine~
Thursday, June 05, 2003
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
HAIL FIVERS (khususnya) & BLoGBuGGeRs (umumnya).
akekekek... sorry rasialis dikit... (mentang2 kelompok 5 lu gillZ) tapi gpp lah yaa... yg penting tetap BC. maap klo saya ngambil istilah BLoGBuGGeRs karena lom ada istilah/panggilan resmi buad para kutu-kutu BC :) so aku ambil begitu saja biar cepet ;)
well.. thx to all that shouting and commenting me ;) mungkin aku jawab disini satu2 ;)
-Bigmac Jo : thx 4 giving me the first positivity ticket :); banner killernya dah dapet 'nyuri' dari tempat laen.
-Armina : how do you got it?! geez u got one of my best pose of all my sleep position [LolZ]
-Ita : alo JUGA...! hehehe ini dia satu-satunya penyamun di sarang perjaka [LolZ]
-Nita : lom bikin guwess buuk. pakek komment aja ;) darurat perang seh [apa coba]
HEHEHE dah duluw ah.. kerja lagi nee ;) shift malam ada asiknya ada sebelnya looh ;)
ORIGINAL (tapi agak2 lupa) :
aku ingin punya blog aku ingin punya blog
ingin posting ingin komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
dengan komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community
MODIFIED :
aku sudah punya blog aku sudah punya blog
bisa posting bisa komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
berkat komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community
TugillZ da NightCrawler
akekekek... sorry rasialis dikit... (mentang2 kelompok 5 lu gillZ) tapi gpp lah yaa... yg penting tetap BC. maap klo saya ngambil istilah BLoGBuGGeRs karena lom ada istilah/panggilan resmi buad para kutu-kutu BC :) so aku ambil begitu saja biar cepet ;)
well.. thx to all that shouting and commenting me ;) mungkin aku jawab disini satu2 ;)
-Bigmac Jo : thx 4 giving me the first positivity ticket :); banner killernya dah dapet 'nyuri' dari tempat laen.
-Armina : how do you got it?! geez u got one of my best pose of all my sleep position [LolZ]
-Ita : alo JUGA...! hehehe ini dia satu-satunya penyamun di sarang perjaka [LolZ]
-Nita : lom bikin guwess buuk. pakek komment aja ;) darurat perang seh [apa coba]
HEHEHE dah duluw ah.. kerja lagi nee ;) shift malam ada asiknya ada sebelnya looh ;)
ORIGINAL (tapi agak2 lupa) :
aku ingin punya blog aku ingin punya blog
ingin posting ingin komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
dengan komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community
MODIFIED :
aku sudah punya blog aku sudah punya blog
bisa posting bisa komen banyak sekali
semua semua semua dapat dilakukan
berkat komputer dan modem ajaib
la la la aku sayang sekali BLoGBuGs Community
TugillZ da NightCrawler
Monday, June 02, 2003
pulang gathering capek juga yaks... tapi aku dapet kenangan yg lumayan lah disana... gak isa diungkapin dengan kata-kata. Thx to all... and sorry for the gift... it's so common and i can't guard U as it should to be... my gift was ordinary too... but that's not the point... The point iz... THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH MEMORABLE MEMORIES
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